i need to start living more. i always say i will do things and i never do them. i want to sart doing and less dreaming.
i will say i don’t want to go back to work tomorrow. i’m dreading it. it’s going to be such a long long day.
this weekend was really good. i’m missing it already.
list of things i need to start doing, not just thinking about doing… going back to school, finish cleaning my room, yoga/stress managing, cooking more, reading more and appreciating more.
found some of these awesome pictures from this blog that i happened to come across on pintrest. love the blog. http://lovelyboheme.blogspot.com/
i’m going to quit my job and then learn everything there is to know about coffee and open a coffee shop.
life is so precious and fragile. i feel like in the mix of everything i forget that.
when i look around my room, i see all this crap spilled over the floor. clothes, shoes, books, and just a ton of stuff i don’t need. it makes me sad because none of this “stuff” will ever make me happy. and i think i get too wrapped up into the idea that it will. i am guilty.
life is just so precious and it can really be taken away at any minute. and i feel like i focus on the wrong things to make me happy. happiness is in myself and i just have to remember that.
i need to start controlling my life. remember that it is in fact my life. i can choose to see life a certain way. i can choose to react to life a certain way. and i can choose to live my life a certain way.
i’m going to start trying really hard to do just that.
“we either make ourselves miserable, or we make ourselves strong. the amount of work is the same.”
“We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make our world.” ~Buddha
